Stumbling, unco (rdinated)
into the laundry
doona dried
enough is enough
Obliterated
decency and credulity
floundering
carefully placing dishes in the sink
Clarkson and May and Hammond
blundering their way through
Botswana
scripted yet awfully self-aware
Me: desperately alone
Me: so happy I’m alone
Me: desperately detaching
Me: yearning for company
Snogging wine
pigging out on
eggs tuna cheese olives
red wine…
The 12th House and Pisces and Neptune
all those texts
written decades, centuries, millennia
ago
Taunting me
Telling me
Teaching me
that we are tiny
Thousands of years
of psychology
cannot be discarded
frivolously
Homo sapiens sapiens’
minds
are ill-equiped
to parse realiy
Fate and destiny
Free choice and frivolity
Already mapped
in Astrology