So hard to do
leaving you
but I did it again

you invited me back
I was lost and losing
crying in the dark

‘I’ll take care of you’
and back I came
I knew

but I hoped
it wouldn’t be
pain and misery

supposed to care
supposed to know
supposed to love

traps set

‘I just felt a lack of control’
no regrets
not a sorry

now I know
fifth time through
and it’s not so hard to do.